when time is throaty and permeable
I lie awake and dream of
being asleep and dreaming
the resolute march of the kitchen clock,
domestic and reassuring,
cannot possibly countenance
the thinness of the skin
between this world and the next
or perhaps the world before
is there really another coming
tacky on my tongue
a sweet membrane of heated milk
(the oily vellum)
threatens to choke me
clagging in my throat
the soft palate panics
there will never be another sleep again
until there is again another sleep
that looks like dying
eleanor j jackson 
Love it E.