What would I say?
YouknowthatIloveyouandthateventhoughI’mgoingtobereallyreallyfar
awayIwillhaveyouinmyheartandinmymindmost
allthetime.DoyourealisethatalmosteverythingIsee
hasacallingbackormaybeforwardtoyou,somesortofreferencepo
inttosomesortofconversationthatI’vehadwithyouinthe
pastoramwaitingtohavewithyouinthesunnyfuture?Surelyyoumus
trealisethis?AmibeingsortofsillytosaythatIinevergaveyouevenh
alfasmanyhugsasyoudeservedorasIwantedtogiveyou,andbabywhenIig
etbackI’mgoingtohugyoutodeathandplyyoufullofhardliquortil
you’resureassurecanbe,knowingasIwantyouto,thatIadoreyou.
eleanor j jackson 